I'm Back!
Long weekend for me! Friday was very productive. Had to move everything in. Worked on the new apartment all weekend. Coming together nicely!
I went out and bought a new huge bed, queen size! And a really nice kitchen table set. Being delivered on Wednesday night. I'm excited to see it all come together, but I'm also dreading trying to put the kitchen table set together! I have no tools, and to be quite honest, I'm such a ditz!
Wish me luck! Going to need it! Will keep everyone posted!
Officially Brainwashed
WARNING TO ALL!
I am still listening to Kelly Clarkson's new CD, constantly to be exact. I just can't stop listening! I love all the songs, but the weird thng is that I have them always stuck in my head! And it's not the good kind. You know when you hear someone humming a tune, and then you start humming it?
Nope, not this. This is nuts. I can't stop hearing the fucking music in my head. I swear they put something in the music that does this, on purpose!
I'm going completely bonkers over it. I'm even having trouble carrying on conversations. Here is a typical conversation, along with what is going on in my head:
Me: " Hello, My name is ( What you sees not what you get)And I'll be your server.(With you there's just no measuremeant)
I'm going to go run and get your drinks(No way to tell what's real from what isn't there)
If there is(You know I did it I'm gone) anything else you need just tell me.
You get the point. The worst part about it is that I'll be having a conversation, and won't be able to concentrate.
Sorry to Jimmy.He has to put up with this! I do try, it's just the never ending music was driving me mad!
And Finally....Moving Day!!!!
I'm so excited... Today has finally come! I get to pick up the keys to my new apartment after work. Lots of work ahead of me! I'm just glad to have our own place again.
We have collected so much stuff from people,everyone has been really nice. I am so grateful of these people. Still need to buy all the furniture, though. And I do mean ALL of it. Entire living room sets, TV, Dining room table, beds, drawers, etc. It's such a pain in the ass to move.
I still cannot believe that this all has happened to us. Awful to say the least. I just don't know why people do this to others. It's sad really that there are such psychotic people in the world.
Wish me luck!
Skinny Mama...
Hey all!
I'm beginning to see a definate change in myself.. for the good.
For those of you who don't know... I've literally lost 72 pounds in the last 6 months. And without even trying. It's almost like my body, as it gets older is thinning out.
I was completely freaking out at first, I even thought I was bulemic, and didn't want to admit it, because of all the vomiting I did. And I could barely keep anything down.
But no, no eating disorder. Seems so strange to me too, buying clothes 5 sizes smaller, not being able to wear my old clothes and shoes that survived the arson.
And, there is a big difference on how I act, too. It's so true, no matter what people say that smaller people are treated differently. In stores, at work, going out to eat, etc. I used to be kinda shy, and reserved even at times, not wanting to get into conversations, etc.
But now, I'm very talkative when I can be, energetic,and perky at times to say the least.
Don't get me wrong, I've always been a natural ditz! Everything has escalated.
Still losing weight, but gradually now, no sudden drops.
Moving day is almost here! Can't wait!
Death brings sadness...
I found out this weekend that my dear cousin Donny III passed away. He was 22 years old. And all I know so far is that he went out drinking one night. The next morning, my other cousin went to wake him up for work, and he was dead. They are saying it was asphyxiation. And about a week before that he was in a car accident, and was complaining of pains. So who knows? I'll give you more details as they come to me.
He was so young, and we were once very close. Even though I haven't had the chance to speak to him in a few years. I do miss him, and the times we shared together. It has devastated our whole family. I am lost for words. I would love to speak to my family up north, but now is not the time. It's just so sudden.
I barely know what to say to myself, let alone anyone else.
Hey Baby!
Hello to all! I'm excited!!! Moving in to the new apartment on Thursday night, and I'll hopefully get my car back from the body shop today too!!
I miss my car so much! It has tons of stuff in it, and I pay so much for it, it's like a second child!
Still, though I'm worried about the big stuff to fill my apartment. Like I still need a bed for myself, and an entire living room and kitchen sets. Of course I don't have the money. But hey, at least we will have our own roof over our heads.
Just bought Kelly Clarkson's new CD, called Breakaway.
I actually used to hate this girl, but she can actually sing. I love her two songs that are bouncing all over the radio. ( Breakaway, Since you been gone).
I'm still getting to know the other tracks. I just hate to be apart of the American Idol revolution. The only way I would watch it is to see all the people who can't sing try for their dreams, and then get slammed with an insult. FUNNY!!lol!
I suggest that everyone at least giver her a try. If you don't like it, keep your receipt and return it!
Arguing about stupid shit...
Well, my boyfriend is pissed at me this morning, due to the fact he has to get up earlt tomorrow morning to go get some stuff for my new apt. He already agreed to help me this week, and I swear that I told him we had to be there at 11am. But of course he doesn't see things my way.
Some people get all huffy about the stupidest things, and it drives me mad! How can people just be like that? My Mother is the same way. She starts screaming and cursing over nothing at all.
I just can't wait until my Daughter and I move into the new place. IK'm getting antsy! 6 days to go!
To those who are out there...
I've noticed lately that I'm getting more people here reading, even someone from Singapore! I'm so happy and grateful to each and everyone of you who come here every day to hear me yak about my daily stresses. Thanks! ( Oh, and be sure to spread the word for me!) I'm also going to try and work on being more interesting, too.
Have you heard this yet?:
Police Raid Club Over Nude 'Art Night' COURTESY OF YAHOO NEWS
Wed Apr 6, 9:36 AM ET Oddly Enough - Reuters
BOISE, Idaho (Reuters) - An Idaho strip club that attempted to get around a ban on full nudity by giving patrons sketch pads for special "art nights" was cited for violating the city's nudity rules, officials said on Tuesday.
The citation was issued on Monday night to the Erotic City Gentleman's Club in Boise, Idaho.
Boise allows full nudity for "serious artistic" expression only, so the club handed out pencils and sketch pads to patrons so they could sketch naked women.
A police spokeswoman said officials concluded, however, that patrons were not focused on art, so officers cited three dancers for violations of the city nudity ordinance. "The case is being reviewed by the Boise city attorney for the possibility of future citations," said spokeswoman Lynn Hightower.
Erotic City owner Chris Teague called the citations a violation of the civil rights of the dancers, as well as an "insult to the patrons." But the club would suspend 'art night' until the matter was settled in court.
Lately I've heard some of the stupidist news stories, I think this one takes the cake. I've been following it for weeks now. I say, just let them dance! If someone chooses to dance around nude, then so be it!
Vroom, Vroom
FINALLY put my car in the shop on Tuesday. About a month after I bought it, someone did a hit and run on me while I was parked over night at the boyfriend's house. Sucks big time. The good thing is that my insurance company is paying for everything, even a sweet ass rental car. I do miss my little debtmobile, it'll be nice to drive this luxury car for a week.
Worked at the restaraunt last night, made good money. Better than I thought I did. Going to the boyfriend's house tonight so my daughter and I can spend some quality time.
So very, very tired. All the days and nights of working are cathching up with me, and it's not pretty.
Times they are a changing...
This weekend was busy, busy, busy! On Saturday I drove a good hour to my bosses' home to pick up all the stuff she has gathered for us, and the new apartment. I honestlty thought this woman hated me, but she was so very nice. She gave us alot of stuff. I am very gredatful, snd honestly don't know what I'd do without her help.
My daughter and I spent the whole weekend at the boyfriend's house. It's nice to spend time with him, and I'm so thankful for him and all he does for us.
Don't know if I have to work tonight at the restaraunt. Need to make money. My bad shopping habits have made me broke to hell. Need to learn to stop!
Can't wait until we move into the new apartment, April 15th!
Dragging on...
Well worked again last night, didn't make shit though. Was in a b ad section. Oh we were busy, and I did well compared to others around me, but still didn't make what I usually do.
Got out of there early to go spend time with the boyfriend. Felt good to actually have some alone time. It's just alot of stress on the both of us not having hardly any time together. It sucks.
I honestly wish he would move in with us. We'd be together every night. But he knows he's sitting pretty where he is now.
