Busy, busy, busy!

I finally did some xmas shopping! I have almost everyone done. We were supposed to go to a birthday party on Saturday night, but it was cancelled. Thankfully, we had already dropped off my daughter at my mum's house. So we got to spend some well needed alone time together.

This morning, though, I have so much running through my head! So much to do, so little time. All within a week I have to:

Do laundry, wrap presents, donate blood, finish xmas shopping, pack/plan for trip to CT, request OT and time off, mail xmas cards, finish decorating for xmas.

Along with many other little tasks at hand, and the daily grind. I am exhausted just thinking about it!
At least we are going to an xmas party, held at the restaraunt where i used to work. Thanks to Jimmy for the invite!

Love you M!

PS:

I love you, M! My sexy man! lol.

I did it! Intruder alert! lol.

Charo and Tiffanie, thanks! I really needed the guidance this morning!

This, my love, will make us stronger.

Looking Back and Moving Forward

Well, I have decided to make a huge step, and hopefully it is toward the right direction.

I am doing something I have never ever conceived of doing before. I am going to give M the link to my blog. And I am scared out of my mind.

There is so much history here, so much stuff that I have been through. It's weird that I am able to tell all of you, perfect strangers, all of my dirty little thoughts and secrets. But the man that I love and care for deeply, I have such a hard time sharing this all with him.

He keeps reassurring me that he will not stop loving me, or get mad, or hate me for things that are in this blog. And I know it would mean a great deal to him. Maybe it will be an easier way for him to get a glimpse of what my life has been like. Because at home, there are certain things that I still cannot talk about.

Here's my little secret to all of you:

In the real world, I am quite shy, and considered to be a prude.

I don't speak to people unless spoken to. And then it is even hard to look people in the eye.

It's so very different from what is here, what is inside of me. There are some things, of course, that have been made "more likable". And then there are the things that are frightfully true.

So, wish me luck, for I am going to need it! I love this man, and I feel it is time to invit him in.

Happy Friday!

Well, it is finally Friday! I am happier than usual because I have a free weekend coming up. My Mum is taking my daughter for the whole weekend, so I will get to relax, and get some well needed house work done!

Plus I get to spend some alone time with M. I love this feeling of freedom that I get! It's wonderful!

Last night I finally had my hair done. I am finally back to blonde! There is still a bit of brown in there, but we pulled a TON of strands through to be highlighted. I so cannot wait until I'm back to a platinum blonde.

Rejoice! Everyone! lol. IK'm such a dork.

So have a great weekend!

Check This Out...

If you haven't already...

Check out these cool websites. I am a member of both, and come recommended from the all knowing Wonderboy, master of the universe! Kudos to you Jimmy! Love ya babe!

www.mbuzzy.com ( a website in which you can upload from/to your phone, download ring tones and graphics, and share your pics. They also have chat rooms, profiles, and groups. Almost like a MySpace that you can access from your cell).


www.flickr.com (another website to share photos, and join groups).

My user name for both sites is blondielovespink. Both websites are free of charge. So feel free to check out me and all of my pics, a small glimpse into my life.

Enjoy!
Hopefully this is a bit better! I'll try my damndest to keep you intrigued!

Hello Out There! I've Switched!

Well, today I finally took the step and switched to Blogger Beta. I was really weary of doing so, but I took the virtual tour, and decided to take it. lol

I also wanted to take a moment and say a special hello to all those out there who read my blog.

I always wonder who is out there, and how they found me. It's weird sometimes, the things people search for, then end up getting me. There aren't very many of you anymore, so I've got to work on my popularity, now don't I?

Oh, and I am SO boycotting Wal-Mart. I bought the new Fergie CD from there, got all the way home and everything. Then, later that night, I went to open the shrink wrap, and look down to see the tiny sticker that says EDITED!!!! I was so pissed off! I hated Wal-Mart already, but damn!

You cannot deny the first amendment, you monopolized, overcrowded, cheap price luvin freaks!!!!!!!

I'm sticking with Target, conveinatntly located right next to my neighborhood!

So, enough with the ranting,...

Thank you to those of you in Canada, USLEC, Johns Hopkins, Bell Corp., and what's up Hunt Valley?!?

Catch you on the flip side!

Not Like Me...

This weekend I got almost nothing done. On Saturday, I awoke at around 5:30a. M woke up with me and made me pancakes, lol. I LOVE his pancakes. They are so much better than IHOP! So anyways, we went to Arundel Mills mall, looking for Christmas presents for everyone. We had a really nice lunch at an italian restaraunt. Unfortunately, M was supposed to help crazy roomate with buying a new bed frame. And her ass kept calling!And texting! And leaving crazy messages! She drives me freaking batty! But then, when I call him, she flips the hell out! She is constantly going psycho on him!

I swear to god I need to think of a murder plot! lol! I just cannot wait till it's all over. He is planning to be all moved in by February.

I had so much laundry to do, cleaning, etc. So I was able to do two loads. And, on Sunday, M had to leave to go watch football. So, I did my nails, and laid around watching Clueless. Luckily, though. He came back later Sunday night and spent some quality time with me.

I can never stay mad at him, I never usually am mad at him, I'm mad at the situation, and that nasty ass bitch!

Sorry for all the violence, I'm not usually this mean!