Good Morning!

Hello to everyone! I had a really great weekend! My mother was able to watch my daughter on Saturday night, and into Sunday. My boyfriend and I finally had some alone time! It's not very often, that's for sure! Saturday night he took me to see Monster Jam, Monster trucks. It was actually really fun! Big, Huge trucks driving around all crazy, people screaming, it's exactly what we needed. I am really greatful to have the time.
Today I sign the lease to my new apartment! We won't be ab le to move in until April 15th, though. I'm really excited and greatful to finally get approved for something on my own. The worst part about it all, though is what's the use of an empty apartment. It's kinda depressing, you know? To have an apartment with nothing in it. We have to start from scratch. Sorry I haven't posted in a while, I only have access to the net when I'm at work.
So everyone please have a great day! Thanks so much for your concerns!

I'm back...

The past few days have been difficult to say the least. I had to go to court on Wednesday to try my case against him. ( for the incident back in October where he broke into our apt. and ransacked and stole everything, then flooded it.) Yes, I know alot of drama. Msthing, Any help is great. I've learned from all this to accept anything I can to help. Literally we have nothing. It's scary. And I HAVE to get over my pride, and let people help me. So thank you, I would greatly appreciate it! My daughter wears a size 2T-3T, I am a 16-18. She wears a shoe size of 8 1/2 to 9 toddler girl. Thank you so much, you do not know how much I appreciate it! SO... They postponed the case until May 11th, at the last minute he said he had alibis, and of course he will get everyone to lie for him. It's just really beginning to piss me off so much. Anyways.. we are generally doing better, though. I'm trying my damndest to get a place of my own, but it's going to be hard, I'm a single mom, and generally the apartment people don't like people like me.
I'm going to try my damndest to post every day, and NO NOTHING will get me down! I cannot let it! Thanks to all! Take care. Here is my email address( I feel secure giving it out to people, I frankly don't really care what wack jobs email me) lol!
Love,
Blondie

blondie10422000@yahoo.com

Let's Get it started...

First let me introduce myself. My name is Theresa. I live in Baltimore, Maryland. A very good friend of mine suggested that I start a blog. I honestly don't know why, I find myself quite boring. So this one's for Jimmy, and for anyone who wants to read. Thank you! I'm warning you, this first post is dramatic, but I have to get it all out.

The fire changed our lives, destroyed everything in it's path. Burned us to the ground. I still can't believe it, it still hasen't hit me. I can't let it. On February 7th 2005, our apartment was burned down to the ground. Everything was blackened and destroyed. Nothing left. Arson. What a hateful word. What an awful thing to do.

See I attract psychopaths, for sure. I have been tortured by so many of these awful men. My ex, the father of my only child did this, among other things. I just don't know what I have done to deserve all this. To be beaten, thrown about. More importantly, my daughter does not need this. She deserves better. I'm just so glad I got away when we did. I know that we wouldn't be here to write this. So back to the norm...

I get up every morning round 5 am, go to work, get off around 4:30pm, then...BOOM!
I started a new job last night, going back to waiting on tables at this buffet place. This is actually my second night, my first was just training. It was terrible to say the least. They gave me one of the worst sections. The one with all the big tables for those people and there 15 kids, you know. They leave pile upon pile of food and garbage all over the tables and floor. And we were really busy too, because of the holiday. As soon as I cleared a table off, here comes another bunch of the nasties. Who don't tip, who make me get them 12 glasses of fruit punch! How can anyone drink so much. I REALLY wish Jimmy had been there. The night would have gone alot smoother, that's for sure. I wanted to quit, but I can't. Need the money. Have to work again tonight, yuch! Wish me luck! Will post again soon.